THe PHOENIX HAS RISEN!
Mood: Alive Music: "Gimme More" by Britney Spears
Thankz to a lovely treat to the spa, a healthy dose of heartfelt chat, and a trip to the psychiatrist (JUST KIDDING), Adrian is back and may I say, new and improved perhaps…?
Well no matter what I have become, I must say, working on this production really made me discover a whole new dimension about meself. I wish I could say I discovered rainbows and flowers along the way, but instead, I discovered pretty ugly and horrible things… Yea, sucky isn’t it? Well I guess that’s life…It ain’t pretty all the time.
But I have to admit, after hearing from my massuer and mom that I was experiencing fatigue, stress and blood toxication over the pass few weeks, is sad to say that I have no one to blame buy myself for it. For one, because I was stress, I was just walloping every fatty and heavy food I laid my eyes on. Two, because I was stressing myself, my body was producing toxic that gave me break-out problems on my once blemish-free skin. Three, because I was constantly setting my mind on unimportant issues, I diverted away major things that requires my attention, namely God, my work as a production stage manager, my health and my family. most of the time I come home, I just fall flat on the bed. -_-"
I alwayz have this idea that I’m able to endure stormy weathers and heavy climbs along the way ever since I was young. Guess I finally reached my limit. I’m bitting my teeth as push myself to admit that I can be quite weak (or should I say, HUMAN) at times. Darn!
I guess you can never equate age to life experiences or even job experiences. I have an action plan to remedy myself. One, eat and live HEALTHILY. Two, focus on my basic functions and get back my mojo! Three, have fun along the way!
Thankz for reading and hearing me out. i’ll be just FINE! :p
